Thursday, September 27, 2007

perfect love casts out fear

1 John 4:18 (NASB)
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves punishment, and the one who fears is not perfected in love.

My biggest fears in life include the following:
v Losing our house =(
v Not knowing where to stay
v Failing my exams (MS FE)
v Cancer (this is too morbid, but both sides have it)
v Dying doing something I am not supposed to do
v That I might fail with another relationship
v That I might expect much and give to little
v Getting married (dati I was so sure that I do want to get married, siguro pressured pa din o dahil sa failure sa previous relationship indecisive pa din ako)
v Giving birth
v Knowing that I might not be able to conceive (this is more scary than the previous)
v Kissing the frog instead of the prince charming

But perfect love casts all fears. I just got to rely on His help to overcome my fears. His love is stronger than all there is in the world.

Haaay, Lord. “When all these troubles (and all else) come to mind, please remind me that You are in control.”

With that I remembered one of my previous posts:

I like this game… It makes me think and understand life and my purpose more =)

Happiness is not measured on how much one has achieved. It is in knowing that you have a purpose in life that one can truly be happy!

Lastly, living involves taking risks. No risk no reward!

Friday, September 14, 2007

quotes and shout out

if u want 2 have what you've never had, then u must do wat you've never done. Coz if u only do what you've always been doing u will only have what you've always been having.
this one is from mak! bakit kaya? hmmmm...
tanungin ko si tin!!!

"Today's mighty oak is merely yesterday's little nut that mananged to hold its ground."
huwow.... from inets' shout out

"All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be the blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king."
---J.R.R. Tolkien
so what was that Kap? hehehe. medyo malalim pero ayos, aylab lotr!

"just when i thought i had all the answers, life changes the questions!"
galing kay ate vi! swak na swak. wahahahaha

We cannot do everything at once, but we can do something at once. - Calvin Coolidge"
from victor joel's shout out telling us we all got to MOVE

"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.."
from vhin's shout out

life is too short to give up chocolates...
hehe, galing kay chie! ayos, especially white chocolates =P

Life is not a matter of getting married or staying single. Rather, Life is pleasing Christ whatever we do & leading the life the Lord has placed us in @ present w/ grateful heart & faithfulness"
marivi's shout out! great no?

you gotta love hard or hardly love at all
from d.carvajal's inquirer write up.
haaaay... guilty

Thursday, September 13, 2007


ok so i don't have the time to write much. er, i did had the time to write but i was writing my term paper. i should have said i don't have the time to blog much. (oh my, i'm beginning to sound so nerd)

so here are the rushes:
(rushes are those i intended to write in details but failed due to time constraint.)


Ayiy! I just want to thank all those who've helped me in my most stressful finals week. It was during my birthday btw that all of these requirements went due. So there i was rushing to finish my case study and term paper to meet the deadline and meet my professors' expectations, just so i could have the required 2.5 average for my scholarship.

And thank you, thank you, thank you Lord for granting me this gift. I had longed for a new rainbow but he gave me something new. God humors! God giveth and He giveth more than you could even expect.

Remember when I said I will postpone my birthday to Sept 7, He also postponed His birthday gifts. My scholarship and my trip to dumaguete, which is the next subject of my rushes.

DuMagUeTe =)

I had a fun fun fun time last Sept 6-7. I went to dumaguete for an official business kuno sa site. I love the place. Ganda. Nature! Mountain! Beach! Fruits as in fruitssssssss! and the lovely and friendly people of Dumaguete. Thank you. Thanks din sa company and my bosses who allowed me to go on that trip.

I won't be able to leave the office for a while since I will be busy with the forecast for 08. Besides classes just started.

my new prof!

He's funny. As in very funny! And He knows how to teach, how to make the students understand the lesson. Yun lang. Ask me again after 3 months - when the term ends.

Churc's Anniv

Last Sunday of September! I hope we could celebrate the goodness of God in the church and to our live to the fullest! Happy Anniv!

Erap guilty

Erap was guilty on plunder. I am not inclined to politics but I got to include this. So ther he was proven guilty. He will surely ask for reconsideration, lets see...

yun na muna! hi Inets. So sorry. i don't intend to send it to you ng paulit ulit ulit. Kaso naka default pala ung email address mo everytime nagpublish. Tatangalin ko na. Hahaha. See you Sunday!!!

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

life's LIMBO

i had this aching tummy. as in aching madly. the nurse said its hyperacidity and gave me buscopan and kremil-s
this is what i ate in order of intake
kopiroti (for breakfast around 9am)
pork binagoongan
rice (for lunch at around 11:30am)

i went to the restroom to do number two at around 12:30
then my tummy started aching at 2pm (my time)

btw the course cards for the last trimester is out. i don't know the result yet. i'm scared actually.
waaaah :( will i be able to get this pa?

i declared that my birthday be moved temporarily this year to september 7. haha, due to lack of time to celebrate it with family on the day itself. i haven't even brought the kids to jollibee coz i still have to do my term paper when i wnet home last saturday to sunday.

but i still thank God for the new page of my life's journey. thank you thank you LORD. i hope those who will come behind me find me faithful. not perfect, just faithful. =)

verse of the day